hopefully not here.

i hate the way my life has gone, and to be honest, i've missed out on so much- i've let so many experiences pass me by... i'm never going to get any time back, and i'm clueless when it comes to what i want to do- or where i should be

add that i'm alone and have very little support.. yeah.
someone asked me yesterday why i thought my age was so old, and i just said it's hard to explain without going in to my mental health history.. and i don't want to do that