I finally admitted to myself that I'm not sleeping well and have been cranky because I'm hypomanic/dysphoric right now. It's not bad but I'm leaving for vacation tonight and that's an 11 hour drive with my mom who can sometimes really get on my nerves when I am hypo.

I emailed my pdoc but she may or may not get it on the weekend. I can't really increase my meds much anyway or I'll sleep through vacation and I don't want that.

This always happens in June. Guess this year it decided to be a little early.

I'm scared.....I took my cats to the vets to board and nearly cried because leaving them was so hard even though they get great care.