Hello, Dear. I just want to send you hugs. It is always so emotional to work closely with someone we love and are close to losing. Our concerns for their relief and suffering can take a toll. Our capability to feel and connect and care about others is a good thing, and while this hurts you so much it has become overwhelming, you are not alone with this. you ahve reached out and we want you to know we care and will keep you and yours in our prayers and thoughts.

In my own expereince, every time I go through another loss the feelings from every other loss come rushing back on top of this new grief. That is really hard for me, and I suspect that maybe you are expereincing something similar.

Take care and be kind to yourself. You are loved and loving and that is the best any of us can be and give to life.