I don't, but it's OK. When I write here, I just want to express my feelings. That's all. I know what must be done, I just don't have the motivation and energy to do them, and to be honest I don't even care. Maybe it's how depression works. But unless something changes in my life, it's unlikely to change my feelings. Probably, it works the other way around, but as I said, I don't have the energy to do this right now. Thanks