For the life of me, I just cannot grasp why anyone, such as myself, has to live like I do. I know there are others here that are in a similar situation as mine, but it seems as though everyone has the love and support of spouses, family, and perhaps a friend or two. I didn't ask to be in this condition concerning my health issues. Why can't something make me feel good about myself so that I can try to start over? If it helps any, I have been in this rut for 15 years, with only 3 years since my dx.

Anyone want to come hang out and be my friend?