((((((((sweet))))))) i am sorry you are going threw this. You will find yourself. Look deep inside you are there. always have been. We are all inside ourselfs you just have to want to see. Does that make sense.

((((((((snow)))))))))))))))
You are a very caring person snow who always listens. You always have the other person put thier problems first. You to are in there.

Its funny sweet you would bring this up. I started writing this a few days ago. Really just for me. But maybe this will help.kinda long.

just me

when i walked into this site.
I was dressed in farmer pants.
Black and grey hair i wore
a very small person i felt
did not want to be seen, ever.
only just wanted to be me.
was to filled with saddness
to be just me.......
many a day
I sat in chat.
many a thing i wrote in cc
many friends I made here.
All who helped me to be me.
Sunshine manor at that time
i thought had no sun shine
A friend helped me to see
it truly was filled with it.
Just needed to open the curtains.

Away went the farmer pants
many a pounds i lost.
black and grey hair is now gone
blond replaced it along with a tan.
The new me the one that was really just me.
I let her out I decided I could be seen.
Still have my laugh and humor too.

I am a wife, a mom, a caregiver to my sister, a friend.
I am just me............But me is proud to be me.

It took me along time sweet to be able to let ppl see the real me. Even with working every day. Some do not like the change. But I am the one who has to be happy with me.

Hope this helps alittle.