Thanks for the replies everyone! I am struggling but still functioning, barely. I am going into work today and just hope it isn't too much for me; the pressure, lights, sounds, interacting with customers and need for a good memory. I don't quite feel like I am in reality. It is weird. If things are still bad I will call my T tomorrow (Monday) and discuss options which may involve calling my pdoc. I am still hoping this will pass on its own, or with the current meds i have but am scared it is here to stay. It feels so oppressing and I'm getting paranoid. I am stopping smoking pot as a starter which may help. I am exercising as well. Just feel so weird right now. It scares me.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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