My way of putting it to her was that I needed someone regularly overseeing me. She mentioned having 6 month psych evaluations. However she did set a very small goal which I assume was in order to show progress next visit.
I sincerely have the feeling that perhaps the paper trail is possibly showing an improvement and maybe that's why I need to be cut loose. I havn't improved any at all. I may be worse. All I do is stare at 4 walls. I go to grocery store once a week, and that's my life. I'm isolated. So, I have no one to go off on, curse out when pissed, unless cashiers count. While in traffic, no one hears me.
Heck, traffic had me irratable my last visit, and I told her. She tried using it as an excuse for me not coming, but I told her it had nothing to do with the appointment. I thought she would have seen my mood shift, because normally I'm a little more cheerful at my appts.
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