Heroin for me. Also drank a lot and took a lot of Oxy and Xanax. Been on the path to recovery for 5 years, though, and until one slip up recently, was completely clean. Had a terrible experience, ended up being hospitalized, and it turns out that I no longer have any desire to do that stuff. I made a promise that I will never use again...really hoping that it's a promise that I can keep. I made it for 5 years. That must be a sign that I can make it longer.