Title is suppose to be rtw not rrw

I already accepted the fact that I flunked out of uni, but I still have a chance to upgrade and finally see if I have a learning disability. But the problem I have now is that I am worried my required to withdraw will effect my future job career, and my chance to study abroad. I know that rtw stays on my student record, even if I obtain a miracle gpa boast I am still stressing that this will effect my life in general. If thats the case...why should I even try to do anything anymore...