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It's been a challenging day for me.
Today is the day where my (ex) husband used to run an Ultra Marathon that's held annually - 90km (nearly 60 miles).
I haven't stopped thinking about him, almost all day.
It's a mixture of anger over his mistress, the fact that he left, the fact that I'm still adjusting to the fact that he's gone.
I know he wants an amicable relationship because of the kids.
But I'm hurt and I'm angry.
I haven't spoken to him for 2 weeks (I had him blocked on my mobile).
I caved in and sent him a text saying: "It's been a challenging day for me today because of the Comrades".
He text me back with a "?"
I replied and said "Never mind".
Didn't want to tell him how much I miss him ....
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