I feel like I'm back inpatient lol. We had to do daily goals group in the AM. i just had a dream about IP last night too.

Hmmm my goal is to not drink too much at my brother's barbecue! I need to be able to drive home at some point so I need to keep it together. It will be hard because I'll be drinking mixed drinks instead of my usual redd's apple ale. When I have the bottles I can monitor how much I drink.

I mean worst comes to worst I can stay at my brother's house but I don't think my mom would appreciate that. She's being nice enough to watch my son for me again even though she just watched him yesterday so I could get my tattoo. And she watched him last weekend so I could go to a concert. She's been very understanding and generous with her time and I don't want to take advantage.

Good luck with your fish! My son had a few but they just kept dying, which I don't understand because I had one that lived for like five years when I was a teenager. I don't get why I can't keep my son's fish alive! So I gave up because it was heartbreaking to see him cry after they died.