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Old May 29, 2016, 07:36 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
You like feeling mildly depressed?
No. But it's much better than the constantly alternating severe depression and mania. It should be better. But it's like fearing the unknown and expecting it to end. It's less reliable or so it feels to me. I need to get used to it. Last two weeks or so didn't help.

I wouldn't want to see a fish in a fishbowl or something that small. But like a cat, I don't think they have much expression in their face, not many muscles.

I would buy an aquarium and buy more fish and have algae and coral and some little wooden hut or maze even or something.

But that's really expensive probably. I don't know.
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