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Old May 29, 2016, 07:58 AM
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And I at least know I'm not manic. I can do whatever I need to do, albeit very slowly and with not much concentration and bad memory, but I am not forced but can force myself.

It's really heavenly if you think about it.

I stopped taking my supplements because they really seem to help. Starting Monday, I will only take my mood stabiliser and my supplements: no antipsychotic. I hope I can do this for a week.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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