Hi guys I'm new here but it's been so hard the past 2 years for me. I thought I had it all together when I started to take a sleeping med that is for depression as well and I started to feel better. I am now having some sadness and depression issues that I am struggling with daily. Two years ago me and my boyfriend decided to terminate a pregnancy and its hit me so hard I can't deal that great with it now. We have a 7 year old but we had broken up before she was born and got back together in 2013. I got pregnant two months later and the decision to not to keep it came so quickly and I was so conflicted with the choice. We r still together but we fought and fought for over a yea because of it but never said that was the real reason but knew it was. We r better now but it haunts me everyday and I don't know what or how to deal with it. We have been talking about another baby for a while now that we r better in our relationship. I think getting pregnant so fast and being hasty in our decision was the problem. I know what we did was right because of all that was going on but it's so hard for me now and I can't shake it. I never told anyone about this just him and I know.