Good for you! I hope you are proud of yourself!

I so hope you can get into rehab soon- I will wish and pray.
I know it changed my son's life, as he was determined to have a sober life and they helped him with copy skills and learning what to do with those cravings.

I imagine it can be done without rehab but it sure does help for most people.

In the meantime-- I hope you keep on taking one step at a time. and I hope you check in here with us when you feel you want to. I will be here as often as I can, you can PM me if you want as well. I am so cheering for you. and also for anyone who might be reading this and be in a similar place

You are doing a great job! Good luck with the antabuse! Like the psych nurse told my son-- "you will be amazed how good you feel after all that is out of your system"
and yes-- doing things to keep you busy-- that's a great idea.