Hi, I live with my brother in law and sister. My brother in law doesn't understand me. I'm kind of a loner and he is the opposite, he's a retired marine as a matter of fact. He starts harassing me when I'm home about how I'm doing and why don't I talk to anyone. I do talk, not a lot. I'm just not that talkative and there's a huge age difference, I'm 21 and he's in his late 40's. I feel like I have to constantly defend myself. I don't have things to talk about with him, he intimidates me and says he's just worried about me is all because I'm moving into my own apartment soon. It is really making me want to cut, I haven't in a very long time but I am upset right now. It's hard because it's a 3 day weekend and he's the only one home right now. I move into my apartment on Wednesday.

I was feeling so good until this