So I went to see the neurosurgeon. He said it's really all up to me unless it's a life threatening problem. He's doing an MRI on my shoulder to see if I have another messed up disc. I think I would spend the day crying knowing I had not one but two tucked up disc and I'm only 24. He suggestion back injections (tried that once with an old ortho and even with a full bag of iv fluids, my body refused to give a UA to check for pregnancy.) I can't afford physical therapy. I don't want to do back injections or surgery. Regardless of what anyone says about their positive outcomes, the fear is too deep. I'm just tired of hurting.
Would my doctor let me start giving me some every month? Or would that require a pain specialist.
I'm so exhausted.

Pain + hallucinations + delusions + paranoia + major depression + panic disorder = the mess that is me.
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