I'm having my medication adjusted slowly at the moment. And I'm 5 weeks away from getting my qualifications so it is stressful as it is. I do appreciate her, I honestly wouldn't be where I am today without her. I'd rather post my silly thoughts on here than tell her that she doesn't care about me when I know I will take them thoughts back anyway. It's not necessary to hurt her feelings just to make me feel better and I know that