I give up...I just get to a point where I think we are getting on track again and something new hits. It is all I can do to keep us afloat. I work as often as I can stand (and as often as I get called). I turned down working today so we could get hubby withdrawn from school. Come to find out we are going to have to pay $3,000 back. (Did I mention his $5,000 hospital bill?)

Where in the world are we going to get that kind of money?! Hubby has a job...that I'm not 100% thrilled about, but it's something he wants to do...actually it's volunteering since he isn't getting paid. I want him to be able to do it...but what if he relapses...what if we incur MORE debt. *sigh*

I give up. No matter what I do...I get slammed. I don't see an end in sight and I don't know how much longer we can struggle to keep our heads above water without going under.

Thanks for listening...I needed a vent.