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It doesn't sound like serious behavioural problems.
Are you confused about your behaviour? As in, you don't know why you act rude or you deceive or rage or ignore your friends or act aggressively. Do you ever feel like you do thinks to make sure you're liked, but it's rather overcompensating and you can't really help yourself, but you fear rejection even if it's not really based on anything.
If it's really like that, maybe just partly but it really seems to be rather beyond your control, then it might be more serious, a "personality disorder", but even then therapy can help you to overcome your problems.
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