This weekend was incredible. Indescribable really. I feel like my psychological issues are fading away, because i just don't care any more, and i don't blame myself for things outside of my control anymore. My life is super edgy, living like an anarchist. Everything is exciting and intense, but i don't think i'm manic. I think i'm just actually getting over things, finally. I'm doing some dangerous stuff, but it's been really fun, and nothing bad has happened. This is the person i was before i got sick, just daring and fearless, unstoppable. I did an mdma therapy session on Friday, and it was part of this giant shift, except i would never have gotten to a space to even do that if things weren't already shifting for me. I feel like this is going to be a really great summer