yes i am still seeing her at the clinic .but things have changed now she will only see me for 35 min and she has to take notes . i wish i could keep seeing her for the 45 min but that is only for the clients she sees privately now .she told me how the company that owns the clinic is changing things and in her private practice she could practice how she wanted . but she felt i should see her in the clinic ans she had all kinds of reasons . ethics etc but she also told me that some are comming to her private practice . i asked her right out if she wanted me to still see her privately and she said not unless there is a reason to and she doesnt see one . why the change . to tell me how much better it would be to see her privately bur then say she doesnt want to .i thought she was off her rocker to invite me to see her but after everything she had said made me think she really wanted to work with me to help me .but it changed . she feels it is okfor me to stay ware i am and not get the same treatment from her . i know i am crap and not easy to work with . it just hurts so bad when im confronted with this .even if it is in therpy or in real life .i really do try and be ok to people but i can only pretend for so long .people are not stupid and neither was my T