ethics and no reason not to see me at the clinic . and i dont like change .and she doesnt want to take my insurance even though she is able to .she told me that . but wont tell me how much she changes . in the same session said if i wanted to see her privately we could work something out with that . confusing because then it was she doesnt wnt to see me in her private practice . and if it is ethics what about the others that see her on mondays that she let see her privately . it was ike she saw what a bad idea it would be to see me privately and did a 180 coming up with every reason why she no longer wants to see me privately . she even admitted to being so confusing by saying all this and apologized for putting me in this situation. i just want to learn how to behave in a normal manner so this doesnt happen again in therapy or in my life . it isnt just therapy .people in my life are rejecting me also because of how i am .im self centered ans selfish and spoiled . im not a good person to be around . it is just who i am .