When I'm off of work I sit alone in my bedroom not wanting to face the world. I try to watch tv but can't stay interested in a show or movie.
I instead sit in my chair and think really negative thoughts about people and how I could ruin there lives. Some are people I have met in life and some are made up characters in my mind.
I always feel like there's nothing to do in my town and if I try to volunteer for something or go to an event people are going to push me away or find some way to kick me out.
They might think I'm weird or strange.
I have no real interests anymore nothing keeping me motivated. I've been medicated , still am and on new medication, I have been to therapy for nearly 7 months now.
I just don't want to think like this anymore.

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