she said it in the same session . she went back and forth about things but in the end when i asked directly if she wanted me to see her in her private practice she said not without a reason . so many different things were said in res ponce to my questions it just seemed like she was coming up with every excuse to get out of me seeing her privately. i dont do well with her disclosing stuff either . she was talking some about the changes and how she will probably get yelled at eventually for doing therapy the way she is at the clinic. not taking notes and seeing me for 40 min . i dont want to know this stuff it scares me. i have lived this before . i like boundaries .im going in there on tuesday and ask for meds so i can be done with this . eventually she would see . im hoping ill be able to deal with just meds .i think im giving up on anyone being able to help me change who i am ,maybe strong meds will do it .no people interaction