Thanks. I really hope I can make this work, mainly because it's really rather impossible to make any (more) progress on the BP front right now. But it's not just that.

It is all rather confusing how it actually works, but at least I know and I'm open and honest about what I need to work on. I hope we'll figure it out.

A therapist that doesn't recognise these symptoms might not be the best person to help me, but I just hope that she will try to understand or help me rather than being blinded by a (negative) stereotype.

It's really great, I'm thankful, that I'm no longer in a mixed state (touch wood). Maybe it's a sign.