hey rain i think this is a situation that talking about it can be even more hurtful. i am humiliated at the way i reacted to all of this and i just think i want to go on meds and hope that works and not deal with how my T feels about me . it hurts to know someone feels this way about you .i never seem to get use to it . how can she think it is better for me in the same breath tell me all she is not liking about how things are going . i dont see that as her saying it would be better for her to see me at the clinic bet not wanting to see me privately