Hi Eden1515,

Yes, this does present some difficulty; for both you and your psychiatrist. He wants to do the best for you and if I am reading things correctly I think you know that but have your reasons to pull away. It sounds to me like other things are at work that are pullig you away from the doctor too.

If I can make a suggestion, talk to your doctor. Take someone with you who you think might be a good advocate if you can. Take the opportunity to advocate for yourself too. Perhaps you and the doctor can come to an agreement regarding what the boundaries or limits are regarding your health; a 'point' where you agree with him you need more care. Agree upon the limits and conditions you will agree to do so as well as what the steps will be when that point comes.