Thanks everyone. I'm slowly getting my head around this. I just wish life would stop throwing me curveballs. So many destabilizing events in such a short time.

The psych report is in. My therapist went over the gist of it with me, no big surprises there. Although he seems to think I had issues with weight gain and I'm not sure where he got that idea. I'm no skinny Minnie but my body has stayed within 10 lbs of where is has been since 2001. I still have to wait 10 days to see my family doc to discuss which rabbit hole we're going to try going down first.

Does anyone know about a drug called epival? Apparently it is a mood stabilizer and migraine reducer. Migraines are the reason I take amytriptaline.

The destabilizing events just keep coming and it's ramping up the anxiety/fidgety-ness and generally making me feel like I'm going to fall apart. Today was my mom's birthday (she passed away last November) and then we came home to drama with my partner's ex. So now I'm feeling physically sick, like I ate a bunch of butterflies. I'm ruminating over what I want to say to this woman but can't ... I can't even begin to sort out what the feeling and thoughts are fuelling this.

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