I haven't had a friend since almost 10 years ago when my only friend decided to cut ties with me. It wasn't all that great a loss since we didn't have much in common other than daughters the same age. I have my family which for the most part is enough for me. I have always been shy and a bit of a loner but I do wish sometimes I had somebody outside of my husband to really talk to. I don't like to burden my daughters with my state of mind and body unless I can't hide it from them.