The tumor thing may have been a misunderstanding. If I was getting a test done for something like that I may not have been thinking Cleary.

I don't think it is necessarily a good idea to send friends a suicidal ish text. Unless you are having a real crisis and need to get to a safe place.

Thoughts of suicide are a symptom of depression and I have had freibds I have talked to about them.

It sounds like you found a friend that cares and understands you. That is a good thing.