nope I did not win ... but I did go out of the house saturday morning ... a first in a long time .... I go to work every weekday but the weekends I hide away ... went out and ate breakfast at McDonalds ... bought a couple of things at a near by store .... then bought those tickets .... this is the first time doing things like this in at least a year ... small ... yes ... important to me ... yes ... and I am reading again ... a bigeee ... and I am understanding what I'm reading ... again a bigeee ... am I "there" ... no ... but damn close ....

not trying to brag .. just want everyone to know ... you can get better ... the proper med cocktail has allowed me this far ... and I believe I can keep going ....

did I win the lottery .. no ... did I win a good day ... yes...

you guys here have been a big part of this ... thank you .. Tigger

ps: sitting as I write this watching tv and crying my eyes out over something I just saw ... still have issues .. but better ... still on the kpop crack also ... but in moderation ....