Exactly! And I've been putting all the physical stuff off, because I'm so busy running to mental health appointments. Because I'm on too many meds and I can't cold turkey anything ever again. :/

At this point I should be getting more physical stuff checked up on. But now I have this crazy phobia of the stairs in my building and it's like having my agoraphobia all tied into a little package with this phobia the new silver bow on top.

I don't know what to do. I think I have another pdoc appointment on Thursday or Friday! I can't deal with this. :/