Not that it matters that much if at all, but as a very new member here, with extreme isolation due to sudden loss of work but in the back ground personality disorders according to DSM in the anxiety cluster specifically a combination of avoidant and dependent PD, I am curious what is causing you to isolate as you are doing.

It is hell regardless, and I wish you the best and encourage you as others have to START or things will never change.

PS: I am waiting on resolving some medical problems to get back to work where the isolation is not as overwhelming, but regardless of work there is still the time away from work I must deal with. I must seek out others for companionship, as they don't knock down my doors.