Thanks prefabsprout and Yzen. The receptionist wasn't really cranky, bit offish. I tend to be sensitive to people's moods, tone of voice. Automatically assume it's something to do with me.

I have issues with delaying seeing doctors because of past judgment. One time I broke my wrist, hairline fracture, and didn't see a doctor for two days. I know a lot of it is to do with my past abuse. My abuser rarely or never allowed me treatment. Often delayed. Plus with few doctors judging me in past it makes it difficult for me. Even if doctor hasn't judged so far I wait for it to happen

I just hope the surgeon doesn't wonder why I waited two days to see him instead of going to urgent care. Thinking I'm foolish. I'm in pain but also have a tolerance to pain too. I doubt anything is broken. I may have inflamed or disrupted the surgery area.