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Originally Posted by Finniky
Angry, panicked, miserable, betrayed, abandoned, and alone.
I was convinced by a handful of people (most of all my sister) to kill myself. Not by insinuations, but outright demands that I must do it, and should do it.
I went to the hospital, where I felt ashamed that I didn't die, like I thought I should have.
I was 11, so the memory is old, but the psychological torture from those people made a mark on the person I am today.
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My forum name is Purplespider. My real name is Marcy and I live in Virginia. I am so sorry for what you are going through. I am a nurse and understand what you are going through as well. I too have been where you are right now. The things that have helped me to choose life are my close friends and having a diary. Now, I feel better about certain things. I can write things down that helped me to release some of that painful experience. I also went to see a therapist for about three years after the incident and that also helped me heal. I also did some art therapy sessions which helped incorporate my healing process. Just know that there is always help and hope in every situation and if you need someone to talk to, talk to your best friend or talk to a counselor at your school. I wish you the best.