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Originally Posted by shezbut
I feel so complicated. I don't seem to fit in, wherever I go. For as long as I can recall, I've struggled with these feelings. I cannot bear the thought of struggling like this for the rest of my life! 
In this room, we all fight PTSD. But, does it ever go away? Do people get "all better", or is it a lifelong sort of illness? I hate to refer to cPTSD as an "illness" (because I feel like that implies that something is wrong with me), but it sure isn't a walk in the park either. 
I don't know what I'm saying here. I just feel hopeless. And I'm SO tired of feeling this way! |
I feel the same way. I have come to peace with not fitting in, and honestly, I realize how incredibly special I am. You are too! I am suffering from PTSD that just happened. The event is ongoing, and I can't find solace. I can't work through it yet. I have lost trust in people, law enforcement, the government the very people who were supposed to "protect us".