Having a bad day or should I say another bad day amoung many of late. Feel really sad and depressed today and feel all alone. Is there anyone out there that I can make contact with? It seems like a never ending battle with depression, a battle that I don't seem to be winning right now. Had a terrible session with my T this week. Was so down and depressed could not even talk to him. First time this has happened in a long while. Had to have my pdoc up my meds, I was doing good there for a while and then the darkness set in again. I'm so discouraged and scared that my life will always be this way and I just don't know if I can stand it much longer. I don't have any friends have isolated myself from everyone it seems and I feel so disconnected from life right now. I come here hoping I can connect with someone in my dark hour.

Please any communication would greatly help as I so desparetly need to feel like someone out there cares.