Imagine for a second you pass the math exam, you arrange so you can move out of your parent's home and live in the university city.
How will you think you will feel about your life then? How do you imagine you develop when there's people with similar goals, interests and talents around you, who are eager to be around and meet new people?
You see no positive outcome? I'd probably trade my life for yours.
If you don't study 2 hours a day to pass the math test because your parent's don't support you and you don't want to arrange things so you can go to university without your parent's support because you won't pass the math test anyway, you put yourself into a bind based on faulty logic.
I can understand, but not fully, how your parent's not reflecting on your accomplishments can be frustrating and demotivating. But if they aren't willing or able to give you the support you'd like, and kind of need, you need to do it alone anyway. It's your life.
When you are away from the negative influences of your family and growing as a person and overcoming your own challenges, you can always mend the relationship you have with your family. It will be easier for them as well, I'd presume, when they know you don't depend on them any longer, but you still come to visit them and have a good family time.
And maybe then your father can show his true feelings.
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