I cant stand my family anymore. whatever goes wrong with me they suddenly blame me as if i could have done it better, differently, more rightly.
as if it was. my fault.

i have stomach ache? my fault.
i have head ache? my fault.
i dont have friends? my fault.
i am depressed? my fault.

im f*cking tired of being blamed for every thing all the time. fed up. done.

but there's no way i can go living somewhere else.

i'm sick of everything.