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I am gonna treat myself to a sleepless night! And drink whisky, the best I've ever tasted.
I'm not gonna take my antipsychotic. I will take my mood stabiliser and supplements.
1200 mg acetylcysteine, 100 mg 5-HTP, 1600 mcg mB12 and methylfolate.
I'll add vitamin E on Wednesday. Maybe instead of the 5-HTP.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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