Thank you, both of you.

A big issue is that I don't know where to go from here. I'm still in need of a lot of help but now I'm really scared to find any. I feel extremely overwhelmed and helpless. While my husband is supportive, he doesn't quite get it. Yesterday he asked what help he could find for me that I wouldn't end up quitting. And the answer is that I don't know. I want help but I'm also really scared.