Hello everyone!

I haven't posted or been on this site for some time. I guess I have been kind of lost. I was hospitalized in January after being stable for 7 years and it really rocked my boat. I guess I am here now today, looking for answers. I am looking for some gleam of hope out there that someone understands what I am going through.

I am on the wrong side of 36 years old next month, with no clue of what I want to do with my life. I guess I always wanted to write but I always start something and never finish it. I am notorious for that. i just need or want something to do! Forget about guys and dating because that has been an absolute nightmare. The thing is I don't think I need someone to fill the void, I think it all starts with me.

So the question I am asking is, to those of you who suffer from bipolar or any other mental health issue, where do you see your life going? How do you get up in the morning and know exactly what you're gonna do? What is your purpose in life? I am searching for mine. I want to be more than I am.