Thanks, Echos. I did end up texting my T last night because of some stuff I was stressed about (she wrote back), then after MC canceled today, I texted her and asked her to let me know if she had any cancellations tomorrow. She wrote back a little bit ago, saying she'd been sick and hadn't been sure about coming in tomorrow, but thinks she will. And that she'd let me know about any cancellations. So that helps (though obviously it's out of my control whether any cancellations happen).

I think I'm a little nervous about talking to H about stuff because of how Saturday night went with the fighting in the restaurant--he brought something up, and it seemed to escalate quickly from there. But in the past, we've had conversations about issues between us, sometimes the night before an MC session, and they've gone well--and then we've just been able to discuss them more in session. Think I might wait until after I see T, when I can unload some of the other stuff in my head, then try talking to H... He's been pretty supportive today, at least! (He's off work and D is off school because it's Memorial Day here.)