Sundance:

I don't know maybe this has been addressed before, but can you not be supplemented with another med such as Valium or Xanax ??? Atleast to get you through the rough spots. I know what you mean about dealing with the depression, I've had it most of my life, but just started getting treatment. The anxiety is what got me too, when the panic and anxiety became too much, I had to take action, so I can understand how you must be feelings right now. Still sending those good thoughts your way. Hope you get some relief soon.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.