I am a person with many health problems....I am doctor sicko...
please don't follow in my footsteps...
I always had the idea that I was special..
that **** didn't happen to me...
but it did....big time...I cant believe my thinking..
when I hit the real world I wasn't ready at all..
and I am a pretty lazy person...
always have been...and I expected to be really at the top
but I didn't work at it...you have to work at it to get somewhere
I wasn't willing to work at it but expected wonderful results
part of my depression is tied up with my own unrealistic expectations