I've tried a bunch of things to distract myself. I tried listening to a meditation, and to my go to music that I like to listen to when I get this way and it hasn't helped thus far. I just put on my favorite movie (Fargo) and am hoping maybe that will help. I guess time will tell. I have random tears streaming down my face for no reason. I'm not even crying, they're just pouring out. I want to go wake my husband up so I'm not alone but I feel like his presence would just irritate me. It's horrible to not want to be alone but to be irritated when people are around.
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Bipolar I
Borderline Personality Disorder
ADHD
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
"You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.”
― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
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