Hi, sorry you are so down. I am too.

Is it that you can't go to a doctor because you are too anxious to leave the house? I think it is very important you get some help from a professional. Many Ts and pdocs wil Skype with patients and this may be the way to start out. There is information here at the Psych Central website and the forums on how to find a T and/or pdoc. I suggest you do some research on this and start calling around for some help.

Hang in there! (((((Hugs)))))

--Ceara1010