I'm starting to wonder if I am only hyper religious. My facebook feed likely has people wondering. My closest friends say they can tell when I'm manic just by my facebook posts. No one has called me out on it though. I feel like a healthy vessel for the Lord most of the time but then I have moments when I think I am not in my right mind. I have been seeing things. Today I saw a wicked looking hand reaching out to get me. When I turned my head, nothing was there.

After that happened, I felt unsettled and went to my mom and dad's house. I just watched tv with them which helped. When I left, I came home to an empty house as it was my husband's day with them. I just want to cry because I don't know what to do. I want to seek God, but I don't want to be a maniac either. I want to be cordial with my husband but it hurts so much to do that. I don't know what to do.